Last night....

Grocery store - not horrible - not even tremendously expensive.

Service station - damn what was I thinking when I bought this big ass black truck.

Pack the food - non perishables in a box. Do not forget salt and pepper this time. Make a list of what to retreive from the fridge - tequila is important. As are candles and matches.

Pack the suitcase - I still cannot wear my jeans - not because they are too tight. The stud on the back of the button irritates my belly button incision scar from my surgery. Wondering if I am allergic to the nickle in that button. Don't forget extra craft items.

Breathe a huge sigh of relief - wash dishes - pack up the laundry basket - make sure they have quarters for the laundromat.

Start packaging my Heart for a swap - realize I want to do something different with the packaging - give up on that project.

Drool over this .....

Vintage ribbon - lots of it - in the box that was given to me on Wednesday night. Flocked satine floral ribbon. The one on the bottom is my favorite - the photo does not show the deep wine color very well and the gorgeous green flocking. This stuff is beautiful. The top in is a darker gold on the backside and ribbed velvet flocking in beige. Too fragile for a bow - but I see some collage coming.

Do the happy dance - because I am blessed with people in my life who know me well enough to give me their junk. Yup - she thought it was junk.

Bed time - thinking tomorrow will be a really long day.

12:00 Friday - I was right about it being a long day - we are hammered at work - unbelievable.

Have a great weekend.

One horrible nightmare......

of a fat me at my desk - sporting a super short hairdo. And not a bit of makeup - been that kind of day. I am embarassed by my weight but at least if the picture is here - I'll have a comparisson later.

I do have on one of my favorite jackets though. Bought at a clearance sale at rugged warehouse years ago. I pull it out when I need to wear something easy and machine washable. I adore jackets with personality.

Molly and Nicole both prodded me on last night - cold and wet and foggy and late and the LAST thing I wanted to do was walk and exercise. But we did it and yes each outing gets a little easier.

Love the ease of the hair - a couple of minutes with the dryer - no styling tools required - then some "Simply be Defiant" wax and a spritz of spray. I really can't wait for the coloring appointment - deep brown, copper, red, and gold are all in the planned mix.

Last night was busy - church - exercise - get Sunday lesson ready for Molly to teach my class - grocery list - plan of attack for creating this weekend - start packing. Tonight is groceries and finish packing. Fortunately - since I'll be staying in at night - the packing is easy - no dress up clothes.

At church last night - a friend brought me a box of stuff. She is cleaning out and had this box that had been given to her. She has regifted me with stuff. How flattering is that? I think everyone of us crafty ladies thinks that kind of thing is to die for wonderful. There were some things that I will never use and will be passed on - but there were also some things that made me drool and I'll be sharing those tomorrow - no crafts for me last night or tonight probably.

Work this weekend - volleyball next - winter wonderland kids event at church on Sunday the 20th. There will be crafts in the sit still moments.

Have a wonderful day.

Luna Fairies

Good morning all. Just for the record - there was exercise last night. And also for the record - I can move today. I had all my hair chopped off yesterday - I love it - there have been mixed review to it - really short - easy - and I made an appointment for a "fun" color job (think Victoria McKenzie-Childs) I do feel better - Molly is right about the feeling better with the activity.

The to-do list for today includes getting off some very late Christmas gifts for three super nice ladies. Yes I am already behind from last year. But not as bad as it has been - I will get this off this week.

There seems to be a resounding amount of support for the weight loss / get fit movement. Keep that up folks - I have already found that putting something out here makes me more accountable. If the cheerleadning squad keeps it up - even better. I am thrilled when I hear from all of you out there.

More of those fairy butterflies at the top. Everyone who has seen them loves them. These are so much fun to make and I have plenty of supplies for them - so there will be more to come. Is $3.00 plus shipping too much to ask for them?? From the tip of the wing to the bottom of the tail they are around 6" long. The buttons and beads are a mixture of new and vintage. I need the extra money to go into the girls college expenses money - you know the stuff they need that scholarships don't pay for - and the daily crap you buy - girl stuff, food, supplies, etc. You will be seeing some things for sale here as I have them ready. The butterfly fairies at the top already have homes - I was looking for information with that picture. I will make more and get them up here.

Speaking of money - don't you hate that after Christmas feeling of tightness? I was just discussing that with someone. I always feel stressed about money this time of the year and this one is no different. I will say that not one purchase was placed on a credit card - not this years - or even several years prior - so I guess I am in better shape than many people. I still hate that slightly irrational feeling of panic that follows the holiday - like if something came up - I would not be able to handle it. CIP helped a tremendous amount this past year with being prepared and I look for 2008 to be even better. Maybe someday I'll be independently wealthy and this won't be an issue - note looking for rich uncle or aunt here or a winning lotto ticket.

I should not be looking forward to a work weekend like I am. But like I have said the evenings are mine - I'll be trying to solve a problem with a beanie hat (a technically challenging special request) and working on the blanket. Gas logs - a pitcher of margaritas - a dvd of shrek or some way cool tunes on the cd player (thank you JenB) - and my crocheting - sound likes a wonderful evening to me. I really don't enjoy eating out by myself when I travel - I tend to stay in and either order room service or in this case - cook ( yes that's a 4 letter word) I think it is less expensive and safer in the long run.

Pampering myself on these trips has become a way of life and I am incorporating the things I do on the trips into my day-to-day activities. I light candles - take time to have a drink (everything in moderation - yeah right) - listen to a cd or the silence - etc. This is incredibly difficult to do with everyone coming and going in the house. I know it will be easier in the separate space that the studio will afford. It is so close - I can't wait.

Have a wonderful day.

Never let an athlete assume you trainer position

Both of my girls are athletes. Year round athletes. We are hopeful for scholarships, but mind you, we will not save one penny on college. We have just paid for it one tank of gas, one practice, one piece of equipment, one ballfield hotdog, one bottle of Powerade at a time. It is not inexpensive to prepare a child for college athletics. However - the rewards are huge.

Discipline, organization, teamwork, relationships, self worth, ownership of success and failure, sportsmanship, grace, and dignity all come to mind as rewards (blessings) of our involvement in sports. It is a family pursuit. They play - Dad coaches - Mom mans the sideline and the concession stand (grunt work and a totally different post).Mom also writes most of the checks (another different post).

The result - well conditioned - well rounded - beautiful girls. AND one very fat Mom. The older athlete calls me yesterday and says that she and a friend are going to the track to run at 6:30 yesterday and they wanted me to go. (I did something right when two 17 year olds invite you to play with them) Molly said that she realized I feel better since my surgery - then in the way only a 17 year old can - she hit me squarely between the eyes. She said "just think how much better you will feel if you lose those extra 40 pounds." Thank you Miss Priss. Well she has taken over as my trainer.

Pictures have not one thing to do with the post - I just have a hard time posting without a photo.

Abby -


Molly

I was strolling along with the plan when the athlete said - "Mom you can walk really well, but how about we run the curves." Oh My God. Can you die from this activity? I'm thinking you can. I'm thinking I will. 2 miles of "interval training" later, I am bent over - coughing up the internal parts of my lungs, and she announces that situps - lunges - and push ups are a part of the schedule as well. I made it okay through the crunches - lunges oh sh*& - and lets just say how comical 7 girlie push ups were. To her and Nicole's credit - they did not laugh - however we all did when some one(one of them) decided a fart was in order during the sit ups.

I did receive a pep talk from another gentleman there - a fit - well toned - older man - 69 to be exact - encouraged me with his success story. He had lost 100 pounds in order to offset some of the effects of arthritis on his body.

Okay Molly - yes I feel better today - I think I would have more energy if I could move without pain. And no matter how many times you say it. THIS DOES NOT FEEL GOOD. And God Love you child - I'll be back out there tonite. Although you may have to physically drag me from the truck.

Okay Steve and Dean (coworkers from hell) - it was not really all that nice to laugh and sing "in your dreams" when this story was told this morning. But I expected that behaviour from both of you.

The goal for us is to be able to run a 5k. Somebody please help me - just how damn far is that.

Where was the Man while we were doing this - at the computer drinking from one of those poorly trained BudLight bottles - wonder where I'll find that one.

Have a wonderful day.

Christmas 2007 - it's all over.

All the decorations are off the tree. Remember - this is only a small portion of what I actually own. Abby had ball ALL day Saturday and Molly was home alone. Instead of having to fight off the bad guys, she took all the stuff off the tree. It's all waiting to go to the attic tonight and we will box it up nicely before that happens. There will be pictures tomorrow of what that actually means. The attic is an absolute disaster.

About the picture below - there is no "theme" to our tree unless you consider eclectic variety a theme. We use ornaments that have been given to us. That we have purchased 'just cause we liked them'. Or ones that we made. Always the tiny white lights and always those cheap silver icicles.(Which I take back off the tree and save year to year. ) You can tell Molly took the tree apart, because everything is ready to be packed up - I would have made a big pile and then bitched my way through the process.

This Christmas was one of the most relaxed ones we have had in years. Money was stressful, but the actual event days were very relaxed. I hope next year will be the same way. the CIP group was helpful for me in getting ready and I think as I expand on some planning things it will be again next Christmas.
As I said earlier - Abby had basketball all day Saturday in a gym almost an hour away. I took the baby blanket squares and worked on them, but I was also percolating an inspiration. So - on the way out the door - I grabbed a tiny hook - white bedspread cotton - and a red spool of 1 ply acrylic. While we were waiting for the game to start and then during breaks in the games - made these components. ....

I have no idea where he will eventually land. The front of a sweatshirt with some snowflake sequins? The end of a scarf? The front of a card? In a mixed media piece? The corner of a polar fleece blanket. I will say - he was quick and faily easy to make - so I could do multiples. Any ideas for improvement. As far as size goes, he is about the as tall as the length of my hand.

I have listed all the participants for CIP over there. There are links to goodies too, so please visit and then travel to those friends of mine.

And for a trip to one of the most touching blogs I ever visited - head over to LovingHerBeautiful . Sorry married ones - this may make you jealous - I'll be forcing someone to read this one.

Have a wonderful day.

The way it really is round 2....

There seems to be amusement and support out there for the retraining of the beer bottles at my house.... I am still looking for ideas there ladies and gentlemen.

I will say that in my color challenge to MaryAnn, I challenged myself to incorporate more yellow into my life. I have risen to that challenge - the man could easily find bright yellow panties in that underwear drawer. How's that for tmi today?

Hammered at work - be back soon with MaggieGrace Goodies.

The way it really is.....

Quite obviously, this is Bud Light in a bottle. The method of arrival at our house is the normal in a plastic bag, generally in the man's hands.

It goes from the car - straight into the fridge. Nothing blog worthy there. But then there is this mutation of beer etiquette that some how happens in MY refrigerator.

Proper beer behavior would be get out of the fridge and into the man's hand. (not mine - I do not "get me (him) a beer b*&%$" ever and I prefer my alcohol in a stronger more potent form) Be consumed by the normal method. Then find this nice empty bottle in the garbage can.

Bud Light bottles at my house seem to lose that last little part - the one about the garbage. They seem to want to hang out in random locations around my house.

Try this - under the computer desk - yes I said under.

On the back of the toilet - right beside the spare roll of tp.

By the Christmas tree.

By the toothbrushes - one has to drink the beer first - cannot imagine what a beer would taste like after you brush.

On top of the computer monitor - empty remember - the computer was placed in no danger.

On top of the entertainment center. Same note as above an empty bottle poses no threat to sensitvie electronic equipment.

The shelf in the closet.

My underwear drawer - I refuse to ask for an explanation here. I don't think he wears my undies and after 22 years I think I would know.

Now - if there are any suggestions for the retraining of BudLight Bottles in the correct conclusion of their visit to my house - I will take any and all of them. Somehow I think they just aren't listening to me at this time. Selective hearing loss - seems the man must have been in charge of that training.

Have a wonderful day all. I'll be rounding up the beer bottles so I can take them to the church dumpster.

A new life together at the start of the year...

I would love to introduce to you Kevin and Brooke Lucas. My lovely neice and her groom. Snapshot without flash from yesterday. This was taken in Conyers Presbyterian Church. A beautiful sanctuary - still decorated for the holidays. A beautiful setting for a wedding - a wedding that was pulled together in 4 days. This sweet couple will have a difficult start - he goes back to base on Friday - then onto Fort Bragg, NC to be deployed probably to Iraq. She goes back to school and will finish up her education. Hopefully they will have time to be spouses before he deploys - with the miltary you really never know. This however does provide a more secure future for her should something happen to Kevin.

She was a beautiful bride. The parents were understandably exhausted but happy for them. It was a wonderfully simple and beautiful wedding. The catering was wonderful, the flowers were stunning, and at the center of it all was a quiet faith that this was the right choice for each of these young people. They are not only husband and wife, they have been and are still each others best friend. Hold on to that Brooke, those words and those of the minister will be needed often in the future. P.K.R. - the advice of the minister - to always remember these words in their relationship - we all need to as well - Patience, Kindness, Rejoicing. I am so happy we were able to be there.


Required photo of the brothers. Dennis - if you still read here, you can right click this one and print it. Charles (the man at my address) and his little brother Alan (father of the bride). Absolutely no doubt they are related - their baby brother looks just like them too. We all enjoyed remembering that shoes were a required article for groomsmen. Alan forgot shoes (showed up in flipflops) at my wedding and had to wear Charles which were way too small nor did they match.And a picture of my monster and me. My eyes are not really that blue. No explanation for that - Abby refused to participate in the picture taking. Both girls were really pretty all dressed up. Brooke even appreciated that panty hose were worn - inside joke here.

Brooke and Kevin, we wish you the very best as you go forward in your life.

Have a wonderful day, ya'll

Happy New Year

Good morning my cyber friends. Happy 2008 - this year is a blank slate waiting for each of us to put our mark on it. I started mine early with breakfast that included fruit (gasp - could that be GOOD for me).

I am happy that 2007 is now officially behind me. In so many ways it was the worst year I have had and then in so many it was full of blessings and bliss. I can choose to remember it as the blessings and bliss year. So that is the choice I have made.

I have so many things I want to accomplish this year. I will share them as we go. No resolutions. Just a quiet faith that I can and will make better decisions this year than last. That I have learned a little more about me and that fear can play no role in learning even more. I know that prayer is effective and that God has a plan for me - these things are a comfort for me as I sit here and think of the newness that is today.

I wish you blessings and peace - today and for the rest of this new year.

This is your life - make sure you live it fully.

Have a wonderful day.

The end of 2007

365 days ago you arrived with all of the promise of newness.

An open slate to choose everyday how I would live

How I would remember 2007.

How others would remember me.

Was it successful - this past year?

In some ways it was the best year ever and in some ways the worst.

I have been released for regular visits with the cancer specialists - once a year instead of constantly.

I faced a major surgery and recovered with flying colors.

I was betrayed and survived - I learned that not everyone will make the right choice in a situation.

I am closer to my girls than ever.

I am more sure of myself than ever.

I have created and been inspired.

I have had a wonderful time here in the blogosphere.

I have had a wonderful time in my day to day life.

I have cried tears of joy.

I have cried tears of frustration.

I have cried tears of loss.

I have laughed because life is funny.

I have laughed because life is strange.

I have laughed because the only other response would have been to cry.

I have laughed so hard my sides hurt - then tried to remember what was so dang funny. I still can't figure that out.

I have loved - I have lost - I have gained.

I have been driven to the point of really not caring about the outcome of a particular situation. This is the best outcome for everyone because when I don't care - I don't feel the urge to retailiate.

I have dreamed new dreams. Fulfilled old dreams. Let go of those that no longer apply to me.

I recorded much of this here. I protected some things from the prying eyes of others. I may have failed at times, but I feel like I have made good decisions this year.

I leave 2007 a better person - I look into 2008 with hope.

There will be no huge resolutions - those are always broken by the end of the month. Instead I challenge myself to learn and do and grow again this upcoming year. To try and make the right choices. To give as much as I can of my time, resources, and inspiration without compromising what I need to keep for myself and my family. To say yes when I should and NO when I should. Today - I reflect - tomorrow I respond - with newness and vigor - to the blank pages that are 2008.

Happy new year - all.

ps - MaryAnn - I want to see you work in orange and yellow and green - bright saturated color. I am choosing yellow as my color to incorporate more. I shy away from it continually. I am sending you some images from my folder - let me know.

Saturday ..... the last one of the year

It's the last Saturday of 2007, I am quiet and reflective. I have Tracey's wall quilt in the hoop. I should be painting, but instead, I am catching up on blogs this morning. I'll go back to the quilt in just a few minutes.

I wanted to share some wonderful news - my lovely neice, Brooke, will be getting married on Tuesday. Now that's a New Year celebration. Her fiance, Kevin, is in service and there is a strong chance he will be deployed soon, so we will be attending a wedding on Tuesday. These plans came as a phone call last night. I am praying blessings on them both as they start this next phase of their life together. I hope you all will lift them up as well.

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.

We certainly don't need one of these in the south

An Ark - I am only showing a small part of this. It was a CIP item for my little sis. I did not get it finished by Christmas, but I will get it finished in time for our family gathering later in January. Tracey works for the sherriff's dept and had to work through the holiday. With her kids and my kids and her work schedule, we just postponed the celebration until later.

This was at first an incredibly fun embroidery project. The animals themselves were a challenge to do. I love how they turned out. The textures of the different stiches and yarns are fun. Then came the wall boards - OMG - what a frustrating nightmare they were. They are stitched from a shiny - easily frayed - rayon upholstry thread - I bought many spools at the fabric warehouse. I had to work with short pieces and then the stitches were pulling the fabric out of shape. Many hours - lots of cursing - days of wetting and reblocking - finally adding some iron on interfacing to the back to hold it into shape.

The piecing was fun. I was sewing on the dining room table and rather than destroy all the clean decor, I was pressing on the top of the washing machine. I would sew a piece and then get up and walk in front of the tv to the laundry room - to the tune of "mom you're in the way" - and press that piece - then back again.

Oh yeah - I USED WHAT I HAD.

I am tickled with how it turned out. I'll show it to you in full when it goes to live at it's new home. Tracey can hang this at work, there will be nothing that can be used as a weapon in its construction - I'll use a piece of hat band material as a stiffener across the top and then ribbon to hang it from those command hooks. I am glad I don't have to think ahead of criminals every day in my work. I only have to be on guard for serious practical joking.

I feel better today - I am beginning to create the CIP project list for 2008. Thanks to all of you for your encouraging words. I can feel the creative juices beginning to flow. I'll have a weekend away from family soon - Jan 11-13 - work related, but the nights are mine. So looking forward to that trek. Then the next weekend, Jan 18 and 19, the travel volleyball season opens in Chattanooga, TN. There will be lots of crochet and quilting time there as we sit and watch or sit and wait.

Have a wonderful day.

Not a creature was stirring - take two.....

There is a huge plus to having teens. Yes, I said that. No, I am not crazy (that's probably a lie - I am a little nuts). I remember being so excited about Christmas as a little girl. Up early to see what was under the tree. Then those teen years hit and all you really want to do is sleep. Then you grow up and become the responsible party. You know - the Mom.

We had our girls and there were many many years of rolling out of bed - way before dawn for the Santa HoHo dance. Complete with those high pitched girly squeals. Now - my girls are teens and we had to get them up on Christmas morning - just barely still morning might I add. Both of them just snuggled deeper in the covers when they realized it was light outside. So Christmas was laid back and relaxed. We were well rested, ate junk food (just like every other morning) and generally were lazy sloths all day. I stayed in my pj's literally all day. As did my blonde princess - see below.


You can see that she did try on the jacket Santa brought - let's not discuss how much Santa piad for that hoodie. Right over those said jammies. She is WATCHING Molly open the gifts. Molly even opened Abby's stocking stuff. Too much fun. You can see behind her the gifts I got. Light fixtures and ceiling tiles for the studio.

The island separates the living and dining rooms. Right now it is full of craft stuff - surprise. Look closely at the top - it is made from the slate off a pool table. The oak corners are still intact and I left all the mounting holes in the slate. I still have two pieces of the slate, just waiting for inspiration. This is one of my favorite pieces and stories in my house. When we renovated, the toilet bowl was so nasty that we changed the toilet. I was working with a homeowner at her house, and tripped over the slate. Before I was set to leave, the plumber broke the tank of her toilet, a 1940's toilet exactly like the one I had just taken out of our house. I traded a used toilet tank for these three pieces of slate. I really think I got the best of that deal.

I am starting to take down the few decorations we did get out and I wanted to share this one with you. I adore nativity sets. I have many, many of them. I have very formal ornate ones. I have ornaments. I have childish ones. I have handcrafted ones. I adore each and every one. This wooden one was made for me by my little sister. Cut out and woodburned - we used to let the girls play with this one and some other unbreakable ones - over and over they would tell the Christmas story. Those memories are incredibly precious to me.

I am struggling with some post holiday blues this week. Losing Charles uncle through the holiday has been difficult. Realizing that the traditions we consider "normal" - with Molly being a part of them - are about to change are bothering me too. Add to it that we are getting some much needed rain and overcast skies and my mood matches the weather. I am feeling a distinct lack of creativity - I have some things going, but just not much enthusiam for the projects . I am crocheting a baby blanket out of some thread I had stashed in the attic - I have the cowboy quilt that I desperately need to finish - not starting another one until that one is done - and the studio waits patiently for paint. I can tell when everything is flowing smoothly in me, because the ideas tumble out and right now that is just not happening. It will be back, I just need a break. This holiday season was tiring - could a major surgery have had anything to do with it - and I need to rest.

With the way this year has gone, I am glad to move on into 2008.

Have a wonderful day.

Not a creature was stirring.....

That's because she was asleep under the tree. Monster cat Junior never offered to bother the tree at all. She sniffed around and settled in on the fabric we used as a a tree skirt. She spent the days either laying here or snuggled in on the sofa with Abby. She splits time indoors and out - her outdoor time allowed her to have no-no goodies right off the table - so she doesn't mind being tossed out the door at all.

It is not an optical illusion - I really do have those huge baseboards - Somewhere between 11 and 12 inches.

Now meet - Ingrid (l), Myra (c), and Melvin (r) - all softie dolls from MaryAnn. She sells them through her Etsy store as well - butt cracks included - and they are adorable - Thanks my friend and thanks for the box of scraps - I have an idea for them but I won't share that today.

Way back in the early part of the year, I sent Gina over at LaBelle Ave. a box of scraps for a quilt. Well she sent an update letter and a box of goodies for me. Thank you Gina - this was a wonderful surprise. I especially love the Walnut stuffed pincushion.

Also in the mail goodies - this was what the postman delivered Friday - Molly was in the kitchen in her undies when the delivery happened. Yes you can laugh - we did. A lovely calendar from Roxanne - I have been contemplating a word a day project for myself and this is just the thing to record my words for each day. There is a pocket of pages on the back - so I'll have a way of keeping these all year. Loving this - it is beautiful and will be something I use everyday. My big calendar in the kitchen may be jealous since it just works without recognition and this one will be though of as fondly.
The final picture of this post - one of my favorite views this season. Across the dining room table to the tree, with just the tree lights lit. I sat here a lot over the 4 days I was home. I pondered how far I have come this year. I counted many blessings. I prayed many uplifting prayers for my family and others. I generally just enjoyed this view. The glass bowl of vintage aqua and teal ornaments on the table cost me nothing. The bowl was given to me by my sister - from her late MIL home and the ornaments were destined for the the trash when a friend from church moved.

It was a wonderful holiday season - I am a very blessed lady. I wish you the peace and joy I have felt. I hope you recognize and celebrate the blessings in you life as well.

I also have an updated post over at CIP today.

Happy Holidays - Teresa

Prayer Request

Sunday Morning. My lovely mother-in law, Ann, just called. Her brother Ralph Simpson just passed away after a long battle with cancer. Ann is a regular reader and commentor here, please lift this family up in your thoughts and prayers today and for the next few. I will pass the comments on to Ann, her other brothers, and Ralph's wife and son.

Uncle Ralph we will miss you.

Wishing you a very Merry Christmas......

Also - thank you so much to JEN -- the gifts you sent are just wonderful. When I talked to MaryAnn last week, I discovered that she was skipping through my blog in hopes that she wouldn't see pictures of my goodies that JEN sent. See she was getting packages too and - since she is such a professional good girl - she has been waiting until Christmas. Since - I adore the professor, I chose to hold the pictures. JEN you rock - just wanted to tell you that. If you guys want to see all of the items - jump over to Kristen's place -- she showed off the entire set in one post.

Now - I met Raesha when she signed up for CIP with us. I have enjoyed everything over at her place too. She just finished up a birthday party for her miss "S" and I am wishing I had an invite. I found a package from her yesterday on the porch. Look ----

It is a pretty peachy pink and red and green - made just like a pencil roll but instead of pencils - I immediately loaded it with .......

My crochet hooks - the pen cap is from one that wouldn't write so I use it to cover the sharp points of the tiny hooks. This is wonderful and it is one of those things I kept meaning to make, but never took the time. Thank you so much Raesha. Love this and the colors are perfect.

Three more stores - Target, Michaels, Academy Sports - and I will have the girls done. Then I can rest a tiny bit.

The tree is lit but undecorated. That is a horrible state of being. This is the latest we have waited to do this. Oh well - we will get there. I am very envious of those beautifully decorated houses but with my surgery and recovery, I didn't get the village down from the attic during Thanksgiving and just haven't had time as the season bore down on us. I haven't even hung the wreath on the front door. But the stockings are hung (thanks girls) and the season is jolly.

I return to the doctor next May. See yesterday's edit for the information.

I have tried to keep the stress at bay this year. Maybe there is something to the idea of a plan for the season. The focus of CIP will be different this year, I will say that I have been emailed about some folks still participating and I will do that - drop me an email if you are interested to teresahome@juno.com - I will give some thought to how to focus it this year.

Have a wonderful weekend - and just in case I take an unintentional break - MERRY CHRISTMAS.

I am so close.......

edit - all systems go - the tissue they extracted was benign but abnormal and could have changed or grown back had we dealt with it differently. I have been released from the ability to use the pj's and I just had surgery excuses to be lazy. Full activity can resume. Apparently the doctor is not a MaggieGrace reader or he would know that I pretty much resumed full activity level about two weeks ago. Thank you everyone for prayer and positive thoughts. have a wonderful night. - teresa



To finishing what I need to make before Christmas. This pink and black beanie - then one more from the grey/black in the picture (fyi - bag from Vallen), a little bit of cross stitch for a pillow cover, finishing that same pillow cover, and I can call it done. There were others that I would like to have done - go over to the very first post on CIP. - but that is okay, there will be next year.

I will be keeping the CIP blog open next year and I'll still be posting over there as I have things Christmas related. I have so enjoyed the ladies who jumped in there and played along. I have to say, 2007 has been one of my most creative years. I have tried new things. I have stretched myself. My skills have improved. And - OMG - the inspiration that this community brings to us all.

Generosity - inspiration - encouragement - support - laughter - understanding - beauty. I have found all this and so much more at your blog homes. Of course - as in life - I have formed lasting realationships with some - I have simply visited with others. I love the leads to others links that you all have and as I have grown in this - I have become even more inspired for 2008. I also spend hours reading somedays. I do not want to lose track of any of you as you add to the posts in your worlds. All this is leading into a full blown endorsement for one of the handiest internet tools I have found. If you have not tried google reader - www.google.com/reader - you absolutely must. Easy to set up - easy to use - shows the pictures (a huge problem for the last blogroll I used and abandoned) and allows you to link out to either the post or the blog itself. A wonderful tool to use - of course it would be - powered by google and all. It even will point you to more blogs that fit your setup scheme. Amazing. Adding new blogs to you list is almost effortless as well - just copy and paste the address in the box.

I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday season - mine will be busy and fun filled - family gatherings - a few friends. Lot's of rest - maybe a few margaritas - then next week afterwards, I look forward to reflecting on the positives of 2007, forgiving myself and others for the negatives of 2007, and setting a few goals for 2008. One thing I have already decided is that there will be no body image resolutions for me at all - my goals will be about sharing blessings with others and the enjoying the journey along that path. I will ask for others support if I need it - without fear that they will think I am too needy- because helping someone and seeing results can give them the opportunity to receive some blessing as well.

My first blessing is for each of you - you are beautiful, just as you are. My first request - I go back - hopefully for my last followup check from my surgery this afternoon - the preliminary results from the tumour are fine - but I get the final results today and that old fear - WHAT IF - is hanging around - will you all help me send that fear away with positive thoughts and prayers?

Have a wonderful day - Merry Christmas.

A crowd pleaser

The Christmas Program is the highlight of the season for so many people in our church. Sunday night was no different. The little ones - under 4th grade - stole the show in my heart. There is nothing more precious than those kids dressed as angels - shepherds - Mary and Joseph. The retelling of the story through those soft and tiny voices still tickles me pink. One of the tiny ones - Hannah Kate was dressed as a lamb. While they were singing a really cute song about the animals worshipping the Baby - this little lamb played with the straw in the manger and adjusted the blanket around the doll portraying the Baby King. How precious is that?

A favorite story of the program for me was a tiny shepherd from several years ago. Clay was to be just that - all dressed up, but cranky and tired - no nap - long day - you have the picture. I had made a fire from fabric bolt centers and cardboard - all painted to look like flames and logs. The shepherds were to sit around the fire and then be startled at the appearance of the angel choir. When the angels showed up - little Clay was sound asleep laying on stage by this fake fire. So sweet and he didn't wake up for the visit to Jesus. Mom retrieved him from the stage afterwards.

We do 2 parts of our program - the little ones and then the older kids (up to seniors in high school.) The older ones are so talented - they can sing and dance and recite lines. The top two pictures are of the set. Many hours of painting on the backdrop - representing the Inn in Bethlehem - then I realized it was to be the HOLY DAY INN in the play - so I asked a young man in our congregation to help with a vintage styled holiday inn sign. Jason drew the art for the back drop and ALL the kids (4th grade and up) painted. (Sorry so dark - the lights were down in room) and then he made the sign. It is one of my favorite stage pieces ever. We left it up for the holiday season - then I will be deciding where this goes afterwards. It is way too cool to just be packed up. I did not see it until just before the play on Sunday. What do you guys think about it?

On to a more worldly celebration, I moved a few things into MaggieGrace studios last night. The girls helped. Dad helped. No it is not complete, but we put our tree in the dining room and that is where a lot of the stuff was. We moved some of the already sorted stuff and reaaranged some things. Dad brought the tree in and tied it to the ceiling. Large tree -tall ceiling - recipe for disaster - bought lesson - hook in the ceiling - wire - been there done that in years past. The studio move will be controlled and complete at some point. It sure felt great to see those shelves begin to look like I work in there. Bumped the excitement level a huge amount.

Then this morning - the man's truck bit the dust - he will be getting auto service for his Christmas gift - I am sure he will was hoping for something a little less practical. Oh well. I have rescued him from the roadside and we will deal with all of that this afternoon.

Have a wonderful day.

Elf shoes and stuff

I promised a tutorial on these. Adjustable sized elf shoes. They actually were east once I figure out just to glue them to a pair of socks. Sorry about the really blurry pictures - late -- late night dark and tired. I can send patterns if you need them - cut two sides and one iron shaped mid section. (below)
I cut mine out of black felt - then blanket stitched the two sided around the toe - insert the middle and blanket stitch it in - it should look like this. Insert a sock covered foot and glue this around the sock using fabric glue.wrapping the excess length around the back of the foot. - the midsection can be drawn in after this and tied with a ribbon - they really were easy to make - and I'll use this pattern to make fairy shoes in the future. At 5 am Sunday morning - me and this companion (see below) were putting the finishing touches on costumes. This after a conversation with a friend of mine on Friday night. At 9pm my phone rang and Ernestine needed to use my sewing machine - hers was broken and they needed a couple of costumes for the little kids program. She came over and we visited while she sewed up her stuff.

There is no comfort for me in the discussion at all. She is 67 and all her kids are grown and gone - but there she is at my house at 11pm Friday night before the program sewing costumes. I am afraid this will be me.

One last look at costume accessories. The Potentate's hat/crown = I took the bill off a ball cap and glued this fabric over and around the hat part. The jewel is a candle jar lid w/rinestones and glitter. Please note that even with costuming a king and his page - twenty one kids - and creating a backdrop for the program - I have only used what I had and what was at the church - a real indication that I have too much stuff still.

I'll have pictures of the backdrop and my favorite set piece tomorrow..... I'll try to upgrade this information about the elf shoes as well.

Have a wonderful Monday ...

Round and round

First a question -- does a CD really spin???? That question came from a three year old when I put a CD in at church. Man the things you learn while trying to answer their questions. There is no picture of the mix CD that JEN sent in her next package. I forgot it this morning or I would be listening to it. I love these kinds of CD's because the music everyone listens to is so eclectic. Instead - I'm really old (teenager perspective) - a teen of the 80's - I have been listening this morning to Journey - and singing. Yes - if you pull up to me at a red light and I appear to be singing - roll down the window and listen - there is no telling what it might be. The music I listen too is as varied and unpredictable as december weather in the south.

About the weather - after a week of sunny 70 degree days - we are going to have cold rain over the weekend. Then it supposed to stay cold. Maybe.

Next picture - a WIP shot of the gift tags from this year and a sneak peek of the cover of the journal MaryAnn sent

Yes - I have it hung over a fork. These are stamped and gold embossed trees. Love these - it took longer to punch than to stamp and emboss. When I was embossing with the heat gun I had to get close to the edge and that was way to close to my fingers - hence the fork. This is in my kitchen at the island and it was the closest "holder" available. When I realized just how convenient this was - I added a fork to the tool list to put in the studio drawer when I move in - this joins other high tech tools like a metal skewer, toothpicks and wooden spring clothes pins. These tags will adorn all my packages - the girls love them. I made some hot pink Santa ones as well - pictures to come later of those.

Last night I was alone in the house. That used to be rare, but as the monsters get older, it is happening more and more. I found all the "stuff" for the king's cape - started a hat/crown - and worked out a pattern for some pointed toe "elf" type sock covers. I made the pattern out of paper - then a calico cotton and sewed the pattern together while I was watching Project Runway reruns. Those will be on the agenda tonight to assemble from acrylic felt and embellish. Easy to make - adjustable - I'll post the instructions for these on Monday - I will be using this pattern for the woodland fairy costume next Halloween.

After everyone went to bed, I finished the 20th hat and started number 21. This one is hot pink and already has been assigned to a new owner. It was quiet in the house and I was pondering things. Look at the pattern the crown of these hats make.....

Like I said - this is the beginning of hat number 21, being made from a stranded smooth acrylic yarn. I had not noticed the pattern until this one. The spiral is really pretty to me. But since I didn't notice this - I was pondering just how many patterns we don't notice. I'm talking behavioral patterns - mental patterns - emotional patterns - both negative and positive. I identified several phrases that I use than can set up a negative vibe in my life and I have a feeling I found some of the best New Years Resolutions fodder I have had in many years. Look for more on this.

The Christmas list is oh so slowly dwindling - next week will be busy - decorating - creating - then after the holiday - the studio becomes my top priority. It's close to being ready to paint and the feeling in that space is very relaxing and creative - I cannot wait to start that process and then load my stuff in there. I really wonder how many things I'll find that I have forgotten about.

Have a wonderful weekend.