Flowers in the garden of my life....

When I had my lumpectomy, I felt so alone. I had friends. I had family. I had a church, but I was only minimally involved. My husband - as of today - has never spoken to me using the word cancer and survivor. I felt alone and afraid. But I fought my way through all of it. Today this finds me a stronger person.



My faith is stronger. I "plugged into" the lifeline offered all of us through Christ and the fellowship of His family. I am personally stronger. Able to push away negative thoughts more effectively. My understanding of gratitude and blessings much broader. I have eliminated "deadwood" friends and brought into my circle a much more diverse group of people who think more along the lines I do. In other words I have grown.



I have grown to realize that I have no time for negative influences in my life. I am who I am and I want to be surrounded by those who love me for all that. I have no need for being brought down - actually I guard against that effect with every ounce of energy I can. In addition, I try my best to always look for reasons to be positive and grateful and to let everyone know that.



So today I am celebrating the flowers in my garden - by sending you a virtual bloom. You readers out there in the blogosphere are so important to me. The family and friends I am celebrating too. Here's your stunning beauty of a floral display.

I told local best friend this morning that I feel surrounded and supported by prayer and positive notes today. Since this is the way I communicate with my blog friends - I want to say thanks so much for your support, prayers, best wishes and encouragement. Not just about my surgery, but about so much I have shared here.

I leave you for the next few days in the hands of some guest bloggers. As I recover, there will be posts without pictures - it takes forever at home to load photos - but I'll be in and out and I'll be reading and checking in on you guys.

Take a look below at some of my biggest supporters. This is part of my extended family at Jones Chapel UMC.

Have a wonderful next few days.

Added after a phone call - please remember Ashlee Mealor. She is on Abby's softball team and was involved in a car accident last night. As of now she is at Scottish Rite hospital in Atlanta with a broken back - and PLEASE remind your teenage drivers that they are not immortal - that seatbelts are important - that speed is totally unnecessary - that being careful should be a way of life. This is the third accident in as many days involving friends of my children and my heart is broken for family and friends. to Pam and Don - I am praying for you and for Ash.